When you open a book with something like… This!♥ #LoveYourLife #DomoniqueBertolucci #ReadingBooks #Holyweek #Reflect #Goodvibes #Quotes #Inspirations

When you open a book with something like… This!♥ #LoveYourLife #DomoniqueBertolucci #ReadingBooks #Holyweek #Reflect #Goodvibes #Quotes #Inspirations

THIS! #inspiration #motivation #quoteoftheday #successfulpeople #mapua #walakayosaloloko lol

THIS! #inspiration #motivation #quoteoftheday #successfulpeople #mapua #walakayosaloloko lol

Just because I said I’m used to it doesn’t always mean I’m okay…

But I’m trying to be okay.

When the day starts we often think about the choices we will make on the smallest things to the biggest. To which shampoo to use, what route to take going to work, send emails to clients and report, what to eat during lunch breaks, deciding if you’ll be going to the gym and what workout program to do later. And admit it, we space out during work and think about our lives generally. Losing ourselves in our own thoughts and ask, ‘What do I really want’ or ‘Am I right where I’m suppose to be?’. Sometimes, one of the saddest    thing to realize is when you are lost in knowing what really matters and what you really want. And both are not the same! But right after that whole day, after you ready yourself to bed and settle in. There’s that tiny moment right before you sleep, having your eyes closed and all the logic and rational things you were thinking about would go numb. And in that tiny moment when you always try to figure out what you really want and what really matters comes to this whole perfect image. And that right there is your answer.

Hold on to that. And you’ll know what to do to find yourself and that happiness. :)

When the day starts we often think about the choices we will make on the smallest things to the biggest. To which shampoo to use, what route to take going to work, send emails to clients and report, what to eat during lunch breaks, deciding if you’ll be going to the gym and what workout program to do later. And admit it, we space out during work and think about our lives generally. Losing ourselves in our own thoughts and ask, ‘What do I really want’ or ‘Am I right where I’m suppose to be?’. Sometimes, one of the saddest thing to realize is when you are lost in knowing what really matters and what you really want. And both are not the same! But right after that whole day, after you ready yourself to bed and settle in. There’s that tiny moment right before you sleep, having your eyes closed and all the logic and rational things you were thinking about would go numb. And in that tiny moment when you always try to figure out what you really want and what really matters comes to this whole perfect image. And that right there is your answer.

Hold on to that. And you’ll know what to do to find yourself and that happiness. :)

Teal and white laces <3

Because I miss my krav maga training. :&lt;  And I missed drawing lol #illustration #artwork #kravmaga #ikmf #love #passion

Because I miss my krav maga training. :< And I missed drawing lol #illustration #artwork #kravmaga #ikmf #love #passion

Cheers To Those Hard Times

"It’s okay… I’m already used to having a hard time."

One of the words I let out when I was experiencing difficulties recently. I was surprise on how I let that out last week. I wasn’t expecting to say that to the one I am speaking to.

It’s as if I was also telling that to myself. Am I really okay?

I figured that I’ve been letting the hard experiences settle in and get used to it. It’s not okay.. It’s not. Sometimes things are just getting heavy and I have the tendencies of always trying my best to surpass everything alone. Being the eldest of the five, it’s as if being brave by myself is my default. I don’t really show my parents when I am weak or if I’m having problems cause I don’t want them to worry and prioritize me over my younger siblings. I’m tired but I am still trying to be better and stronger and hopefully not go numb. I genuinely have a sunny personality. I always smile, sing, be silly, weird, be fun and sweet.Though I don’t let anyone get in easily. I also tend to find my way out of a fun group and enjoy being by myself. I don’t really always have anyone whom I tell all of my secrets to. But whenever I find one, I get all scared of letting them have that knowledge of what my weaknesses are and my past was. I’m very scared of betrayal because I have experienced it on a level that I will never forget. I am not mad at anyone who gave me a hard time. I mostly be all angry at myself for letting bad things happen.

Sometimes I just cry and I understand if nobody will come and comfort me cause I set it that way… But I hope I’ll find someone who’s stronger than me someday. Who will look at me right on the eye and say “Hey! I got you”.

I’ll find you…. But I hope you find me first.

-02/24/2014

AKI

I fell in love with her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect. And it’s these things I’d believe in, even if the whole world indulged in wild suspicions that she wasn’t all she should be. I love her and it is the beginning of everything.
F. Scott Fitzgerald (via realizes)