Teal and white laces <3
Because I miss my krav maga training. :< And I missed drawing lol #illustration #artwork #kravmaga #ikmf #love #passion
"It’s okay… I’m already used to having a hard time."
One of the words I let out when I was experiencing difficulties recently. I was surprise on how I let that out last week. I wasn’t expecting to say that to the one I am speaking to.
It’s as if I was also telling that to myself. Am I really okay?
I figured that I’ve been letting the hard experiences settle in and get used to it. It’s not okay.. It’s not. Sometimes things are just getting heavy and I have the tendencies of always trying my best to surpass everything alone. Being the eldest of the five, it’s as if being brave by myself is my default. I don’t really show my parents when I am weak or if I’m having problems cause I don’t want them to worry and prioritize me over my younger siblings. I’m tired but I am still trying to be better and stronger and hopefully not go numb. I genuinely have a sunny personality. I always smile, sing, be silly, weird, be fun and sweet.Though I don’t let anyone get in easily. I also tend to find my way out of a fun group and enjoy being by myself. I don’t really always have anyone whom I tell all of my secrets to. But whenever I find one, I get all scared of letting them have that knowledge of what my weaknesses are and my past was. I’m very scared of betrayal because I have experienced it on a level that I will never forget. I am not mad at anyone who gave me a hard time. I mostly be all angry at myself for letting bad things happen.
Sometimes I just cry and I understand if nobody will come and comfort me cause I set it that way… But I hope I’ll find someone who’s stronger than me someday. Who will look at me right on the eye and say “Hey! I got you”.
I’ll find you…. But I hope you find me first.
|—||F. Scott Fitzgerald (via realizes)|
This is the Prinza Dam. I walk across this on foot or ride that bike over there when I want to go to Molino Cavite from BF Resort, Las Pinas (vice versa). I enjoy walking here on daylight, this is after all stands as a historic testament to the engineering prowers of 18th and 19th century. #buwisbuhayngalang #appreciate #warningdelikadopaggabi #prinzadam
Super bitin! Shot a few on the targets. @jobolz yabang! #photobomb #shootingrange #ikmfseminar #myweekend #stronghand #goodvibes
|—||― Ovid (via psych-quotes)|